PERITNYE kenangan semalam

so this is my confess for you
to those who feel inadequate
and those who feel they are never good enough
to everyone who would feel this voice
feeling not perfect.

the truth is.
*humming*

the truth is,
*unslipping left heel*

the truth is,
*grinning wide*
my teeth are not straight.

*humming*

the truth is, I do not have that many of friends.
the truth is, I hurt those I love the most.
the truth is, I have problem being loved.
the truth is, I never see my worth.
the truth is, I have a father who i wish to impress.
the truth is, I have such a perfect brother in everyone eyes except mine.
the truth is, I am an ugly, full of hatred person.
the truth is, I hate myself every minute, day by day.

*complete silence*
The truth is, I have nothing to be proud of.
The truth is, I fake my smiles.
The truth is, I am sick of being the class clown.
The truth is, I have nothing.
The truth is, I possess nothing.
And all i have is this song.

*humming*
god, Make me be thankful.
god, Let me be in peace.
god, Make people love me please.
god, Make me love me.

*insert sad soprano song*
*complete silence*

thank you, beautiful people.
for making this plain person feels so full.

SePaTaH 2 KaTa UnTuK Si DiA

Hard 2 face my life without u dear

Although it was juz 2 weeks (semester's break)

I can't live

I don't want 2 let u go

But i have 2

X mungkin aq bley idop tnpa kamoo muiz

Hari-hari yg aq tempuhi bagaikan mencabar kesabaran

Berbalek kepada cerita gembira yea

Tanak sedeyh sedeyh

Emmm...hari2 sblom muiz blek begitu bermkna bg aq

X mungkin aq lupe smpai mati

2 kali kite TAWAF jonker walk

Walaupown jonker walk tutup

Hahaha

Akhirnya aq percaye yg jonker walk tutup pd hari khamis

Btowl ape yg mamat btaw

Aq tanak da keras2 kpale

Cinema is our next destination

Kite tgk UNSTOPPABLE

Knpe..???knpe..??dan knape unstoppable...??/

Knpe bkan cite2 romentik..??

Haha..

Ini muiz punye idea..

Dy yg bg syarat,,..

Katanya,jengjengjeng...(muzik suspen).

"Bley law nk tgk wayang..

Tp b nk tgk cite yg adew action n mision"

Haha...aq an bek...so kte tgk la UNSTOPPABLE

<walaupown aq ta focus>

Then kite pg PD

Lepak2,...menghabeskan mase bersme.

Happy sgt..kan.??kan..??kan..??

Lastly muiz terpkse pg jugak tggalkan aq..

Aq nk sgt tgk dy nek bus..

Tp........

Apakan daya..

Kete sewe kne anta..

Kuangkuangkuang..

Ktawe ketawe jugak..

Sdeyh ni aw...

my deary honey
loved u sooo muuuuaaaxxxx

..keBUHSANan..

lepak punye la lepak

ttbe jew aq dapat idea nk tlis blog ni

ley luangkan mse ket

buhsan yg teramat

ttbe t'knang time skola dlu2

aq,anieys,cici n taper

ktorunk adew 1 jurnal

jurnal 2 functionnyew juz untuk isi mase yg t'luang ngan aktiviti2 x berfaedah

macam2 karangan kitorunk cipta lam buku 2

panjang b'muka2

tapi,..nk d jadikan crita

time cikgu suh wat karangan..

sorunk pown wat endah x endah jew

seb bek bm aq lpas time spm

haha...

macam2 ceritera n watak2 aq menkan lam buku 2

ley dapat anugerah pelakon terbek

skunk aq tataw da jurnal 2 adew ngan sapew

rindu time skola2 dlu

ni anieys n cici

2 2 kawan aq ni slengew tahap gaban..

tapir lak

aq tadew gmba la..

ta dapat nk memarketkan tapir kat cini

soe la der..

1 goes down..3 more 2 face..

argh

nseb bek la aq sempat amek clculator at blek td

gabra abes aq

owg sume da msuk dewn,..

aq lak bru terperasan aq x bwak clculator

aq pown b'lari2 ank blek kew kmsis

aq msuk lmbat..seb bek sumenyew b'jalan ngan lncar..

akhirnyew...

1 paper berjayew d tumpaskan...

hahaha...aq la juara..

hope sgale usha dan pengorbanan masa tido aq slame ni

(biapun sehari je)..berbaloi..

hopefully aq success..

aq tanak bersme ngn junior2 lam 1 klus

juz bcoz aq repeat paper..

arghhhhhhhhh....tidak3...

bru 1 paper...

asew cm da nk merdeka jew..

da point is...

always prepare before u face sumtink..

ni pengajaran untuk aq..

jgn tido lmbat..

dtudy nye pasal

msuk dewan pown lmbat

MY FAULT??????!!!!

is it wrong if i laugh at somtink funny

u know wut honey

act..i dont think ur question is somtink really srious..

dats y i laugh at u..

i was so shock when

u said i was stupid

haha,...i was so shock.

very2 shock..

i was so lucky i dont have a heart attack

o it will be the worst day ever dear

u dont wanna lost me right

haha...honey..

bkan niat hati nak ktawe2kan u syg..

soklan 2 yg buat i gelak.

klaka taw x..the truth is

i tak asew pown cam adew mk angkat

sjew jew join bub nk lri dri klus

last nite,when u said between us had

to separate 4 a while to know ourself better

rase nak gugur jantung ni b

how could u said dat

i cant survive without u